Enough is Enough

After discovering more contact between them I decided to email her. She needed to know his reasons for continuing the little contact they had. I needed to get it off my chest. Enough was enough.

I know you are probably surprised to get an email from me unless He gave you a heads up. I have said I would email you for a while now. It was always an empty threat. Now I am here in a hospital bed trying hard not to deliver my babies too soon wishing my life could be simpler. But as I tell my friends, my life is a Lifetime movie. You are a running theme through it all. I wish I could turn back time and stop this all from happening. I know you would disagree and just wish for a different outcome.

I never thought in my life my husband would cheat on me. It breaks my heart for the decisions he made and is still making. I also feel sorry for you. I am not making Himt stay with me. It is a choice he is making. I don't want a man who only wants me because of his responsibilities. He could leave at any time. I also know the two of you are emailing. He says it is mainly you. I have no idea what is truth anymore. For all I know, you both could still be sneaking around or talking on the phone. I do know I want there to be no contact at all even email. This needs to be my past and not ongoing. I have asked Him to stop responding to you. He tells me he is doing so to just contain the situation and because he doesn't want anyone to hate him. He is probably telling you something different. I just wanted you to be aware. You truly deserve a man who can give you ALL of him.

The only real point of this email is to ask you to stop all contact with him. I know I am crazy to ask this but he is my husband. We have gone through so much in the past 11 years of our marriage. I will not let this ruin me. I always want you to know I forgive you, not that you care and need me to. I need to for myself. In order for me to move on with my life and not let bitterness set in, I have to forgive.

You don't need to respond. I would rather you didn't.

Skank Whore Hater

Thankfully I never heard from her but he did. She called him late that night crying. He had to make a choice. It wasn't right what they were doing to me. I thought I could finally believe her, yet the contact continued.